Learning To Love

It took so long for me to have my first love.
I met my boyfriend at Young Art Taipei 2014, when he came to Taipei for the exhibition. Yes, he is an artist from Japan.
After numerous emails sending back and forth, we met again last summer when I visited Tokyo for a two-week trip. Then I just fell for him.

I am the happiest me when I am with him.
But it seems to be Japanese culture that he expects us to give each other some space, space that big enough to fill in with my loneliness. Thanks to this space, I learnt to keep myself busy.

Not knowing where this relationship is going, I have been thinking of quitting for many times. However, he can always save me (or I am easy to be satisfied?) at the very last minute.
It's been a year, and I am still new to this kind of things. Wish I can learn to love without feeling lonely.